i want:

to move out of this house....
to be just freinds with june....
to spend weekends on the slopes or in my room at the computer
a computer thats good enough to run new games
a computer thats bad enough to run old games
to quit smoking
to stop doing drugs
to finish my novel
to paint that picture in oils
to finish carving my staff
to beat FFVII - FFX-2
to make delicious gumbo
to clean my room
to stay over at julies and play N64 golden eye till the crack of dawn
to go to writing group and read my poetry
to spend christmass in guanajuato
to spend the new year in new york
to forget about this retarded life and start a new one somewhere else
to fall out of love with tony
to fall in love wiht someone who loves me
to buy all of sublime's albums
to buy some van hallen and some black sabbath
to download that TISM song
to finish all my homework
to pass math and brain's self
to accumulate countless amusing annecdotes
to go to school one day all dolled up
to not lie about what i think of the world
to be as awsome as i once was
to not care about how i look
to have the confidence to act on my feelings
to have the dicipline to do what is needed even when it's not fun
to get rid of that bags under my eyes
to accept this unpleasant fate and make the best of it
to have another cup of tea.......

since thats the only one i can really acheive, i'll get on that now..